Return of Anxiety

Back home, and it feels like sh*t. I'm not gonna lie, the first morning home, I woke up with a panic attack. It's happened three times, each morning home thus far. The entire time in Oregon, nothing. Not a blip of anxiety, not a care in the world. But here, it feels crushing. The worst part is I have zero energy, while I had loads enough on vacation to walk and adventure. The dishes are piling up, orders sit idle, and ideas are just that. And there are headaches. WTAF.

I need time to examine this.