I have a love/hate* relationship with perfumery. On the one hand, I can't imagine quitting -- ever. On the other hand, I hate all the bullsh*t that comes with the study of natural/botanical perfumery, the self-doubt, the motivation, the obsession, the condescending personalities. If it is just 'one big happy family', as some like to call it, it's the most screwed up dysfunctional family I've ever encountered.
That's all I wanted to say.